So today is my last day at the orphanage here! I leave tomorrow morning. That also means it is my last day of volunteering! After 5 months! It does feel kinda strange knowing it is over now. Reflecting over the last 5 months, I have seen and experienced so much! I still remember my 1st day at the slums in Goa, feeling a bit overwhelmed and wondering what I had let myself in for! It has been an amazing time though. Every child I have met has left such an impression on me! From the girls in the slums and the orphanage in India to the children in the slums of Cambodia, so happy to be able to go to school, to the girls in Thailand, survivors of human trafficking, and now the children here who have either been orphaned or abandoned. It has been a lot to take in. Back home in London, I would hear the stories about all the injustice in the world, all the people suffering and living in horrendous conditions. I would think gosh that’s horrible! And then think well I can’t really change any of that, give a bit of money to at least feel like I’m doing something, and then go back to living my life and hope that maybe one day it will be different or I will be in a position to do more about it. But there is something about being here and getting to know the people that changes things. I feel a new found determination to help them. To try and make their lives better. Even if it is just for the few that I have met. So although this is the end, it isn’t really. It is just the beginning.

I have spent the last couple of days finishing off the work I am doing here. The Christmas cards are now available for sale at the following link:

http://www.etsy.com/shop/BaanSanFan

In addition to the cards, I have also designed some 2014 calendars which are available for sale at the same link so please take a look and purchase some! They will be available for sale until Monday evening to allow time to package and send them out in time for Christmas. As well as working on the cards and calendars, I spent yesterday evening emailing 80 hotels! All of the hotels in Khao Lak which is the tourist area nearby to see if they are interested in buying some of the products produced at the orphanage. I have had a few positive responses today, asking about prices and asking if they can come and take a look at the orphanage and the farm here so I am happy about that. I will continue to follow up on those leads even after I leave here tomorrow. I also worked on designing a new sign for the front of the orphanage so that people driving past can be aware of it. I hope I can continue to help the orphanage even after I have gone because they really need the help.

Here are a few pictures of the calendar and Christmas cards:

My time here has gone so quickly! I only have a few days left now. I will be leaving here on Thursday and will spend a few days in Khao Lak before flying to Sydney on the 18th. I have been enjoying my time here. I have had to get used to rural life again though. As Sam who owns the orphanage says, we are in the jungle! So I have had to get used to cold showers again, being eaten by mosquitoes constantly, and the lizards that live in our house. I have resolved to start embracing them a little as they keep the insects away, although seeing one jump out of my bag of cookies earlier was a little much for me! Similarly, the other volunteer opened the kettle a few days ago, and a lizard jumped out of it! It Aside from this though, it is great being here. It feels a bit like a retreat, it is very peaceful. Here are a few pictures:

Below is a picture of the children here entertaining themselves with a game which involved flicking a marble!

In terms of the work I am doing here, we do jobs around the orphanage, helping with the washing up which is a bigger task than I am used to with all the children here, helping around the garden, sweeping up leaves etc, and helping with the packaging of the products they sell. We recently had an order for 200 mini soaps, so it was all hands on deck to prepare the order. We had a little production line going with wrapping the soap with film, then with paper which had to be perfectly folded, then sticking the labels onto the paper. Most of what I have been doing though has been trying to increase the awareness of the orphanage and help to find ways for them to raise funds. I have been working on producing Christmas cards which they can sell, which hopefully should be available in the next day or 2. And then I have been contacting local businesses to ask if they are interested in selling the products made here. I am also working on improving the donation options they offer by promoting monthly giving instead of one-off donations to give them more regular income. Fundraising is very important for them here due to their lack of outside support. The land which the orphanage is built on was purchased by a Swiss doctor and missionary. However, he was unable to provide financial support for more than a few years, and for the last 7 years, they have had no outside support. Gai told me about how for the next 2 years, she cried constantly and prayed asking how she would be able to take care of the children here with no money. Slowly, they started getting ideas of ways to make some money from their farm here by selling some of the organic produce that they were making. Gai told me that since then, a lot of the orphanages in the area also lost their outside supporters and were forced to close down. She told me that the Thai government like to paint a rosy picture and say that Thailand is a great country and there are no problems so supporters move on to support poorer countries like Laos and Myanmar, but so much help is still needed here.

Sam and Gai try to take us for trips to the local sights when they get time. We recently went on a trip to the Tsunami memorial park. The orphanage is in an area called Phang-Nga which was devastated by the Tsunami with the death toll here crossing 4,000 people.

Other outings have included a trip to the waterfall:

And then a stop at the beach to watch the sunset:

I flew from Bali to Singapore and then Singapore to Phuket. I will be spending the next 3 weeks here at Baan San Fan orphanage (http://www.baansanfan.org). I was picked up at Phuket airport by Sam who runs the orphanage with his wife Gai, and the 2 other volunteers who are here. One is from Australia and only has 2 days left here and the other is from Germany and will be here for 6 months! It was a 2.5 hour drive from the airport to the orphanage! By the time we got there, it was 11pm so I was taken to my room. The volunteer house is nicer than I expected. After sharing a room with 7 others in the last place, I was surprised to have my own room here! There are 4 bedrooms in the volunteer house with 2 beds in each room so because there are currently only 3 volunteers, we have a room each. Here is a picture of my room here:

I was told that we have to be up at 7am the next morning (so early!!!) for breakfast so we headed to bed very soon after. The next morning, we got up and ready and went for breakfast where I met the children here. There are currently 12 children, and then Gai and Sam have 3 of their own children. One is at university in Bangkok and the other 2 live with the children here. Breakfast was nice – toast with eggs and a mango. We helped clear up and wash up afterwards, and then I was given a tour of the orphanage. The orphanage receive no outside funding so they struggle to get by financially. They do what they can to make themselves self-sustainable so that they are not always relying on donations. They have a chicken coup here with 500 chickens! 300 for meat and 200 for eggs. Gai travels 10 hours each way on the bus to Bangkok every week with 700 eggs to sell! I don’t know how she manages it. But there is more of a market for organic eggs in Bangkok so she can sell them for higher there. They also have a fish farm here, they make their own coconut oil, make their own soap, and their own honey. It’s a lot of work for the 2 of them. They sell their products online at http://www.etsy.com/uk/shop/BaanSanFan#. They also collect all of the food waste here in a big container where it is left to decompose. As it decomposes, it produces methane gas which they use to run the cooker here! I was very impressed with how creative they are in thinking up ways to make and save money. After my tour, we spent some time playing with the children.

That afternoon, a group came to visit from Wicked Diving – a dive centre in Khao Lak – 45mins from the orphanage. They support the orphanage by buying the organic products produced here. They spent the afternoon doing arts and crafts with the children and teaching them how to make bracelets which they want to sell in their diving shop to raise money for the orphanage. I’m enjoying it here so far. The children here are happy and it is very relaxed here, like a big family. In addition, the food they cook here is great! Here is one example!